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Here is how it goes down I'm a writer NOT a artist, I DO NOT want hate comments or negative words. If you do this I will not hesitate to block you or report you. I own my stories and some photos, take them or copy them and YOU WILL BE SORRY.




    So I want to get back in touch with my DA little sisters and I want to talk to some of my oldest watchers. I just want to thank y'all for watching me for all these years I've had this account up. I really appreciate it. 

    Also to all my friends I have made over DA: *Bear Hug* :iconhugplz:

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            “Steven!” Connie cried lurching up on the bed. Her eyes were wide with fear and worry as she looked around the small beach shack that was built attached to the outside of the Gem Temple. In was in the middle of the night and all the Gems were in the temple doing Gem things. All except Steven, he lay beside her on his back with his arm dangling off the side of the bed. Apparently Garnet had heard her cry since she had come out of the temple moments after she had cried out for Steven.

            “What is wrong Connie?” Garnet asked in her usual toneless accented voice.

            Putting her head in her hands she looked down at Steven who was still very much asleep. “I had another nightmare about losing Steven on our last mission.”

            Garnet, even though she rarely showed emotion, motioned for her to come down. Getting off the bed she made sure not to wake Steven even though he was a deep sleeper. Pulling one of Steven’s overly large shirts to cover herself up she made her way down to Garnet. Getting to her she walked off and through the front door and onto the porch. Following her Connie watched as Garnet plopped down on the edge of the deck letting her legs hand loose. Connie did the same as her. 

            “What is the dream exactly about?” Garnet asked looking out over the sea.

            She thought for a moment trying to call all the details to her mind. “Well it basically has to do with losing him whenever you bring me on one of your missions. The last mission he got seriously injured; even though he healed pretty quickly I was still worried that I would lose him. His arm was just hanging by the skin, he had a slash dangerously close to a major vein in his arm, and it took him a full two minutes for him to recover his memory,” she was quiet for a moment willing herself not to cry. “I just don’t want to lose him, he is after all the only person I have left beside the Gems.”

            Garnet only nodded and stared out at the sea, she already knew the sacrifice she had to pay in order to be with Steven.

Two years ago…

            “Steven…” his head perked up as soon as he heard Connie’s voice outside the beach house. Getting up he walked over to the door where he noticed a very upset Connie with a suitcase. Quickly opening the door he pulled her into a hug. That was when Connie lost it; she broke down with him holding her out on the deck. “They…they disowned me.”

            “Connie,” he picked her up and carried her into the beach house bridal style. If Connie hadn’t been broken down in that moment she would have been blushing like crazy. He sat her down on the couch letting her fall into him while she cried.

            “They found out I was secretly dating you,” she sobbed. “Also that I was going out on missions with you and the Gems.”

            “It’ll be alright Connie,” he said rubbing her back.

            “How can it be alright? They’re my parents!” she half yelled through a sob, but soon broke down once again. “What really got them was somehow they found out that we’ve been fusing together. Apparently Lars had told his friends and it had spread like wildfire. It was a miracle it took a while for it reach my mom and dad, but when they found out they blew up. They called me a disgrace, they were shameful that I was their daughter, and worst of all they said they hoped to never see me again.”

            Steven shifted himself so that he buried his face into her hair. “It’ll heal over time, but in the meantime you can stay here. I’m sure the Gems wouldn’t mind,” he said turning her face to his. “No matter what happens there will always be someone who loves you endlessly,” he kissed her softly muffling the heavy sobs until they were gone.

Two years later…

            “Now I am terrified of losing him, I’ll be all alone if that ever happens. I don’t want to live alone again,” she propped her arms up on the railing and laid her head on her arms.

            Garnet smirked and Connie looked up to the tall woman. “You sound a lot like Rose Quartz when she was first pregnant with Steven. She was so petrified of losing him even though she knew she couldn’t exist alongside him. It took us a while to get back to normal after Steven was born because our leader was now gone. For the longest time Pearl hated Greg even though she knew Rose had loved him, even though her hate for him has greatly diminished she still holds some hatred for the man.”

            Connie was quiet for a long moment thinking over what Garnet had said. “I can see where Rose Quartz was coming from. I wouldn’t want to lose him either,” she was quiet again before she sighed and spoke again. “I guess I can just hope he’ll never get hurt.”

            They sat in silence before they heard Steven from inside the beach house. “Connie…” he said softly.

            She grinned, he must be searching for her. He had grown used to feeling her presence there with him. Which was a part of the main reason he never slept inside the temple even though it was safe for him now. Connie got up and walked into the beach house, she stopped in the doorway and looked back at Garnet. “Thank you.”

            “Mhm, that’s what I do for our honorary Gem,” Garnet said back to her going back into the temple.

            Walking back up the steps to the loft she pulled Steven’s shirt off and crawled back into the bed next to Steven. He rolled over and pulled her small body into the curve of his. Despite having shared a bed with him for nearly three years, she still wasn’t used to his touch during the night. His eyes opened slowly to look at her. “My Connie.”

            “My Steven,” Connie kissed his forehead gently before laying her head against his bare chest. 

            The next morning Steven woke up to find Connie curled into a small ball in the curve of his chest. As the sun’s rays poured into the room he looked down at the sun playing lightly on her face. She looked like a sleeping angel to him. He brushed her hair out of her face before lightly kissing her as he got up. Connie murmured before waking up to see Steven stretch on the edge of the bed. While he was still a pretty bulky person, training with the Gems have managed to trim him down and add a firmness to his bulk. In the sunlight she smiled when she noticed his hair had a light pink hew to it. His tight curls weren’t the only thing Rose Quartz had managed to give to him, besides his powers.

            Watching him moving down in the kitchen in only his boxers a thought came into her head. What if they had children? Laying her head down on the mattress she thought while she watched Steven. Would that even be possible? Sure Steven was Human and could possibly live after having children, but what were the odds of their child surviving? She sighed unsure what to think.

            “What’s the matter Connie?” Steven asked from the couch down below her.

            “What if we had kids?” she nearly jumped up when she heard his cough on his cereal. “Are you alright Steven?”

            “Yeah…yeah I am,” sitting down the cereal bowl he climbed back up the steps to their bed. “What brought this on?”

            She shrugged. “I was just curious if it was possible if we could conceive a child. I’m Human and your half-Human so there could be more of a chance the baby could survive. Plus I would be the one carrying the baby so we wouldn’t have to worry about you having to give up for physical form.”

            Steven was quiet for a moment thinking. It wasn’t that he hadn’t thought of having kids with Connie before and having kids would be great. The only thing that held him back was a couple of things he knew could possibly happen. The baby wouldn’t make it to full term, Connie wouldn’t make it through the pregnancy, the pregnancy would go wrong, or they couldn’t even have children. Steven sighed leaning back to look at Connie. “Can we ask the gems about this before we try?”

            She moved to sit cross legged on the bed. “Sure and I don’t mean we have to try right away. I’d just like kids somewhere along the road.”

            Steven smiled at her before getting off the bed. “I’ll be back in a couple of minutes,” he walked down the steps to the temple door. Opening the door with his gem he walked inside with the door closing behind him.



            Garnet, Pearl, and Amethyst sat around on little cloud chair’s in Rose Quartz’s old room that now belonged to Steven. Pearl had her legs crossed while she thought over what he had just told them. “It is possible since Rose was able to conceive you with Greg,” there was a small hint of disgust when she talked about Steven’s father. “But we don’t know what it would do to you.”

            “I’m thinking I could easily survive to see my child be born, since I am a male and I’m half human. My mom was a woman and she was a full Gem. So I could easily survive,” he sat back in his chair crossing his arms over his chest.

            “Steven does have a point,” Garnet said.

            “The only thing I’m worried about is Connie. She’ll be carrying a baby that would have some Gem genetics in her, assuming the baby is a girl. My mom had to give up her physical form to bring me into the world. So I’m thinking the pregnancy could either be hard on her or possibly kill her. I want to know if it was possible to avoid that,” Steven said seriously.

            Everyone was quiet for a moment until Pearl finally spoke up, but this time to Garnet. “We’re reconnected to the Colonies now. We could take her to Alpha Centari where they have the most advanced medicine in the galaxy. With their help Connie could survive the pregnancy if it indeed becomes a life threatening problem,” Pearl spoke.

            “But the Home world still considers us fugitives,” Amethyst spoke up.

            “But the Colonies don’t. We’ve saved half the Colonies from corrupted Gems and the Colonies that wanted to separate from the Home world. They wouldn’t dare attack any hospital in Alpha Centari because that’s the galaxy’s heart for medicine. If they attacked there then they would be putting the entire galaxy at risk, even the Gem Home world. So she would be safe there,” Garnet said.

            “So we’re good to go there. What about getting her to port through?” Steven said looking at them.

            “That’s…that’s a good question,” Pearl thought for a moment. “He could possibly fuse with her long enough to get her through the portal.”

            “What about the baby?” Steven asked. “I don’t want to fuse with her if it means putting the baby at risk.”

            “Well I’m not entirely sure Steven. If she can’t fuse or it puts the baby in risk, then we’ll just have to stay here on earth for the child’s delivery. Even if it puts Connie or the baby at great risk,” Pearl said wishing there was another way.

            Then Amethyst spoke up. “What if we brought one of the doctors here?”

            Pearl and Steven’s ears perked up. “That could be possible, if the doctor is a gem. Although we’d have to do screenings to make sure she wasn’t a spy or anything along those lines,” Pearl said.

            “So it’s settled, we can have a baby, but we’d have to be careful. I have to tell Connie,” Steven couldn’t contain the happiness. Getting out of his chair he made a door appear, before turning around he looked back at the Gems. “Don’t come into the Beach House at night for a month or two.” 

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    So call it goofy, but I've gotten really excited to write this story that I started back in early December. The title of this journal is the title of the story I'm talking about. 

     As of late I've been really fascinated with African-Americans, I find a rarely tapped beauty in them. This is coming from a whiter than snow girl (I'm white, I mean really...I burn in the shade). So looking at all the media you rarely see good things about African-Americans (I don't mean to sound bad there >.<) and I'd like to change that. Then The Ebony Princess came to mind. How many well known Black princesses are out there? Fictional and Real Life, barely any. I would really like to see that change so little African-American girls and possibly boys will see that they are beautiful in a would dominated by white people. 

    One day I hope to get married and start a big family. I want to have biological and adopted children or if I can't have children, then I'll just adopt. So if I adopt a Black girl or boy (I don't know what the future holds) I want them to see that they are beautiful no matter what color their skin is. Black, White, Asian, Indian, Native American, etc. Everyone is beautiful in my eyes. But if I adopt a Black child I want them to realize that they are beautiful and that I'd love them for all of eternity. 

    That's basically my inspiration to write this story. 


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Antoinette M. Brookshire
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"I was once content to stay on the outside of the mirror and look at the person that I would become. I was more than happy just to sit back and watch the world go on without me. Sure I had my moments where I actually wanted to step into the stream and get carried away with life, but I would always shake my head no and go sit back down going back to being happy watching the world go by without me. Well I'm kicking that person to the curve. I'm tired of watching the world go by, I'm tired of being out of the stream. I'm ready to smash that mirror I've been looking at and pull that person out, I-I'm ready to become that person that god put in my mother's womb and then later on the Earth he created. I don't know what that person is going to become or what she'll do. But hey, let's just jump in the stream and see."

I'm a Open-minded Sassy Stubborn Christian that loves learning about the world. If you're a living being I'll warm up to you, but beware I have my claws and I ain't afraid to use them if you hurt me or someone I care about.

Likes: Tennessee Walking Horses, Gaited Horses, Pranking, my DA family, my family, my unblooded family, Music, Folk, Indie, Trance, Club/House music, The simple things, writing, my friends, Adventure time, Steven Universe, Regular show, Discovery, Dirty Jobs, History, National Geographic, etc.

Dislikes: O3o I ain't tellin

Music Likes: Anything that floats my boat.

Age: Wouldn't you like to know?

My DA Family!!

My little sisters:

:iconmissbillyf: ~ :iconoreo5317: ~ :iconmidnightgamer96:

My Best Friend:
    So I want to get back in touch with my DA little sisters and I want to talk to some of my oldest watchers. I just want to thank y'all for watching me for all these years I've had this account up. I really appreciate it. 

    Also to all my friends I have made over DA: *Bear Hug* :iconhugplz:

Watch these music videos:

Mark Ronson - Uptown Funk ft. Bruno Mars

Sheppard - Geronimo (Lyrics)

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MissFleetingChance Featured By Owner Dec 16, 2014  Student Writer
Thank you!!! *hugs*
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Thanks for the watch :D
MissFleetingChance Featured By Owner Nov 11, 2014  Student Writer
Welcome =)
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Thread is getting buried I scanned it and have moved to pencil folder in my gallery, take care…
MissFleetingChance Featured By Owner Apr 29, 2014  Student Writer
I've put that story on hold, I just couldn't think of anything for it. 
ironbrandstudios Featured By Owner Apr 29, 2014  Student Traditional Artist
Ya I hit a roadblock too, I had a couple silly ideas, I watched this show called star crossed but it was way too teen drama for me, then I tried to watched Star Trek, that remake one but my disc is scratched :stupidme: 
MissFleetingChance Featured By Owner Apr 29, 2014  Student Writer
I'd have for my favorite movie to be scratched. 
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thanks for the watch amigo:icongrin--plz::icongrin-plz:
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Thanks for watching! :hug:
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Thanks so much for the watch! :glomp:
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